I wondered how I would get back to where I was. I set the ball in motion with intention, took an action based on the intention, and carried through with receiving the gift. Wait until you guys see where I am. I’m smiling so big, and I apologize in advance for not being able to respond and interact as I normally would. I needed space. I needed time. Now, I need nothing but to maybe take a nap and get some clean water. Yeah, it’s that type of situation again, JUST where I love being. On the verge of both safe and dead, between happy and ecstatic. The travel is more fun than the destination. Old cycles, old behaviors, old patterns, were once around to keep my head fucking clean, with the dirty human pollution constantly around, I had to keep my head in the clouds. The humans who love you the most, are typically the ones who will hold you back because of a fear based reality. I ask you, today, LET IT GO. Just walk away! What’s important to YOU? What does your SOUL say? Mine says that I cannot be free while others are slaves. My SOUL tells me that tribal living in harmony with Gaia is the answer for our societal issues. Brooklyn is a tribe, they kill each other. The UES is a tribe, they don’t talk to each other. Queens is a tribe, and Regó Park is a “Clan” within a tribe. Do you understand what I’m saying? We are already living this way, we just need to find our OWN tribe and love them hard. The world has enough nursing homes, is this really how we are going to see the people who raised us OUT? FUCK FUCKING NO. We have seen that we have every skill already needed within the tribe we have built to carry out a fruitful, loving life in service of All. I know the answers seem far off, they seem cryptic, maybe even a little disheartening once they finally come. Are they really? Problems aren’t problems. Problems are solutions in disguise, failure is a method of learning. Accept it. All of it. You’re gonna have to any ways. May as well start getting used to it. Next, I’m off to secure some young coconuts, clean water, and pet this stinky fucking dog whose been sleeping outside my door all night like a good friend would. Thank You God for my blessings #3rdEyeOu