If I fall, love me. Love me so much that I love myself enough to get back up again. People fall and get shit on. Why? Why do we ridicule the people on their knees, instead of the ones who put them there? If you are in combat, and a comrade falls, it does no good to carry them off the field. What’s happened has happened. I don’t need safety I need strength. I find strength in the world. I am strong because you are strong. Just as light and truth hide in the farthest corners of existence, so too does strength. Don’t carry me away, love me and encourage me until I climb back onto my feet myself. Instead of bashing those who have been lost, are lost, will be lost, LIFT THEM UP. I get SO fucking lost myself, this is an interesting profession I’ve chosen, and I respectfully refuse to do anything else. My life. My rules. My love. Thanks to all the angels who cross path with me, the ones who redirect me, the ones who are listened to, my equals, peers, soul mates. From the parrots on the wire to the two who walk below, I know destiny when I see it. I see God in All, but I struggle at times to find It within myself. Follow the eyes when dealing with angels. Eyes never ever lie. Love is the language of the soul, and I speak fluent when I’m not being a fuckboy. Stop and listen Adam, it’s not as bad as you think. The mountains you’ve climbed will prepare you for any struggles that come. Surrender only to Love, patience, empathy. The wind on the ocean, the birds in the forest, the monkeys in the jungle, allow these to be your masters. Humans are a bit confused, identifying as an entire race apart from nature. That is why we fall on the field of life, this is why we are knocked to our knees as a culture. We stopped believing in magic when we were removed from a magical place. What I’m experiencing isn’t an end game, death is rebirth. As a Star dies, it explodes and causes a supernova to flow throughout creation, Be THIS light. Illuminate the abyss. It’s fucking dark. It’s a soul sucker for sure. LET GO of toxic people. Toxic places. Toxic shit. Let me climb back up. I am ready now. It has been a real good run, and I’m proud of what we have accomplished.