The more people think I’m some super human, the more brain dead i think humans are. Let me be REALLY clear about something, I have NOTHING figured out. I don’t have a super brain. I don’t have super powers, all I have is a super Ego, and it’s got so fucking large over the last six months I don’t even know what the fuck to do. What would I be doing if I didn’t have the Gram? Who would I be serving if I didn’t have humans through the internet? Who would I be fighting If it wasn’t egotistical assclowns, tyrants of ALL kinds? Some days I forget that there is a whole world out there... I’m missing it. I’m not doing it right. Please stop thinking I do things the right way. Just because someone knows the answer, doesn’t mean they apply it or have the strength to do so. If it wasn’t for the Gram, the Internet, and the absolutely ridiculous levels of tyranny from everywhere from politicians on down, I would be fighting my own fucking EGO, instead of others. How easy it is to forget what the REAL problem is when you’re blaming everyone else. But nope. Another year down and I have not done a god damn thing for me. I’ve given away all of my time, 3 years of building and I forgot to build the best part, My own life. You guys have NO idea how hard this is for me, some days it most certainly is not worth it, the fruit doesn’t have any juice. The juice is not worth the squeeze. The repercussions are just as bad as the problems I point out daily. I’ve become a tyrant. I’ve become a fucking asshole. While staring into the abyss I forgot the love that made me so strong. I’m NOT perfect. I fuck up EVERY day, multiple times. I have addictive behaviors that have been around for 25+ years. I have a scumbag sense of self entitlement, I mean, how can I have low self esteem and a self entitled attitude at the same time? I am too weak at times to apply what I’ve learned as truth into my own life. My ego is disgusting, I look down on so many humans for being ... humans. I have NEVER misrepresented who or what I AM. I have always presented everything I know as truth to my following. #TimeToShootTheDevilOffMyShoulder MORE BELOW continued in comments